Lewis’ Blog

19 September 2014


Filed under: Uncategorized — lewis @ 10:55 am

Yesterday morning I found a beautiful feather on the ground—dark gray with a white outline all the way around the rim.  Though the feather itself was not cold, my fingers felt cold when I picked it up.  I noticed then that there was still blood in the quick, as if the feather had been torn from some bird before it was time.  Today, I learned that my cousin John died yesterday morning.

20 November 2011

In response to the incident on the campus of the University of California at Davis, Nov. 18, 2011

Filed under: Davis, gatherings, social injustice — Tags: — lewis @ 11:24 pm

A basic requirement of a university campus is that it be a safe place for its students to learn and to express themselves. It is unacceptable that a peaceful group has been dispersed by campus police, merely for expressing political dissent in a reasonable way. By her own admission, Chancellor Katehi is responsible for ordering this dispersion, and she is to be considered accountable for it.

In addition to this unacceptable repression of freedom of expression on a college campus, a greater wrong has been perpetrated in this case. Not only were students dispersed, but they were violently dispersed. A group of students involved in a non-violent and inoffensive protest were assaulted by police officers with pepper-spray as they sat on the ground. In some cases, these officers forcibly exposed students’ faces so that the pepper spray would be maximally painful. This violence was enormously disproportionate to the task the officers were sent to accomplish. Their task — nominally to clear away a few tents and their attendant non-violent protesters — in no way called for the use of a chemical intended to inflict pain in dangerous situations. The officers themselves were in no danger.  Their persons were not hurt nor threatened, and their movements were unhindered.

UC Davis campus police are allowed to be on the campus of UC Davis to protect and serve its population. In absolutely no case should officers of this organization perpetrate violence against peaceable and unthreatening UC Davis students. The callous and violent actions of the UC Davis police force in this incident were utterly unacceptable, and deserve the highest condemnation.

As if this all weren’t bad enough, the university administration, and notably Chancellor Katehi, has done a terrible job responding to the injustice. In a statement a day after the incident, Katehi explains that the student encampment on the campus violated university policy (it would be interesting to hear exactly what policies are involved here), and that such violations could not be tolerated. Although she had expressed sympathy for the protesters’ cause in an earlier statement, she apparently did not think that this cause was of enough importance to permit peaceful civil disobedience on a university campus. The protesters may have been violating university policy, but sending the police against a peaceful group of students should be considered a gross violation of university policy.

In the same statement Katehi explains that the decision to break up the campus protest was made due to “concern for the safety and health of the students involved in the protest, as well as other students on our campus”. The best that can be said about this is that the decision was misinformed. The protest was known to be a non-violent one, with no prospect to endanger safety. Sending the police to break up such a protest is bound to result in a more unstable, less safe situation for all involved — and of course the ensuing events can speak for themselves.

Katehi even comments that the use of pepper spray against students “raises many questions about how best to handle situations like this.” The use of pepper spray in this incident raises no questions. It was clearly unethical, and clearly a gross overreaction to the particular situation.

Katehi claims “full responsibility” for what happened, and expresses “sadness” about the situation, but she has yet to offer so much as an apology. Instead, she has formed a task force to investigate the issue and get back to her in 30 days.

Forming a task force to investigate the course of events leading up to this incident is a good idea. It is important to understand exactly what happened, and to adjust university policy to better serve its students, its faculty, its staff, and the state that the university represents. Forming a task force is important, but it is not enough.

When I first heard the call for Chancellor Katehi to resign, I thought it premature. It was then unclear where exactly the blame should fall for this incident. And it is still somewhat unclear — a situation which hopefully the task force will remedy. But Katehi’s timid and out-of-touch response to the injustice of this incident and to the anger that it has engendered in the university community have caused her to lose her legitimacy as a leader. I therefore join the ranks of those who believe that the chancellor should step down at this time.

It has also been made public that two police officers have been put on “administrative leave” for using pepper spray on the students. In my opinion, this is not enough. What these officers did was unethical, and (I hope) illegal, and they should be held accountable for their actions. Moreover, their superiors who allowed this incident to take place should be held accountable for their role.

It will be interesting to see how this incident progresses in the coming days. At present the situation remains very much unresolved, and I for one am quite dissatisfied with the university’s handling of the incident up to this point.

1 April 2010


Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: — lewis @ 12:05 pm

The swimmer watched by the lifeguard drowned.
The swimmer stood by the lifeguard drowned.
The swimmer was by the lifeguard drowned.
The swimmer has by the lifeguard drowned.
The swimmer not by the lifeguard drowned.
The swimmer person by the lifeguard drowned.

30 March 2010

Of mice, people, oranges, and of love

Filed under: animals, plants, self — Tags: — lewis @ 9:59 pm

While I’m posting old things, here is another from my notebook, also written last year.

I hold an orange, ruby light of the sky refracts through it.  My hands, articulate, separate sections off the orange and bring them to my mouth, the mind comprehending all, trying to articulate in turn this experience (never rest!)

A tree has made this orange, crafted it, constructed it to be sweet and delicate, protected in its leathery shell, like a secret whose sweet solution I have learned from my ancestors.  But the tree makes this fruit.  It is a creator which inherited this task from its ancestors, and each fruit contains seeds, which may continue the tree’s line.

It makes the fruit out of habit — no longer are the fruits harvested in the wild and the seeds spread by careless rodentia.  The tree’s family succeeds not by attracting rodents but by contract with humans, who will continue the persistence of this tree’s family as long as it pleases them to eat their fruit.

As the mouse gathers the nut and stores it for food and procreation of the nut’s species — as this is advantageous for mouse and nut, so it is advantageous for us to take to each other.  To find and be found, pluck and be plucked, to keep home together, for pleasure and to pass our seed.  The human procreative relationship is reciprocal, and warm, creating a mutually beneficial situation that is the bosom of our children.  Thus is love arisen, does it emerge from this earth.

Davis in April

Filed under: Davis, clouds, nature, plants, self, stars — Tags: — lewis @ 9:46 pm

It being nearly April again, I thought I’d post something I wrote last April that I just found in my notebook.

In Davis in April in this dry valley almost too big to be called a valley created by an inland sea flooded year after year by the Sacramento River by the American River by the Yuba River by Putah Creek the soil enriched over the centuries by silt these carried from the high mountains of the Sierra from the crumbling mountains of the coastal range from the hilly unknown lands to the north, in this dry valley I sit, and breathe.

I breathe the rich dry eair of Yolo County, full like soil of decaying plant matter of dung of carcasses, all these returned to dust and settled into soil, and sometimes blown in gusts to enrich this air.  I sit on a lawn a large and well-kempt lawn of the university which nevertheless is populated by a large variety of weeds, is strewn with oak leaves like the innumerable stars that can be seen from mountain-tops.  In a season these leaves will be dust and soil and compost, their ancient life force slowly absorbed by the roots of plants.

I sit under a cork-oak whose leaves are falling (it may be sick) and who provides me with a delicious shade on this warm April day, mixed deliciously with patches of sunshine.  The clouds too conspire to bring my life these ingredients, lazy flocks of cumulus humilis slowly floating eastwards from the sea perhaps to bring the high Sierras another dusting of snow.  It has been a dry Winter but not utterly devoid of water, and the reservoirs are middling full.  Spring has come unhindered, and Davis is full of butterflies now though bees are few this year.

I love this air that smells of compost.  I love to walk in the sun and in the shade in Davis in the springtime.  I love the university with its many workers and many students, and its many seekers of truth, or money.  Out of this good soil has been cultivated a great campus of learning and employ, by the grace of God.  Here has sprung up a community of people around the campus, and the old Davis needs all this too to survive — we all must love each other truly here in this earth, while we breathe the rich air, while we walk in the sun-soaked pathways of the university at Davis.

11 January 2010

last of the holiday gatherings 2010

Filed under: friends, gatherings — Tags: — lewis @ 12:53 am

Another holiday season has officially drawn to a close.  Already one week into Winter quarter, we’ve just had our last of the big family gatherings for the year.  It was excellent, as usual.  We are now the proud owners of a hot chocolate pot, and some grappa!  A match made in heaven (though the combination is as yet untested).  This together with the Italian cookies recipe book will make for excellent post-holiday calorie continuity.  And Laurie looks mighty pretty in her new necklace.  Anyway, thanks gang, and we’re looking forward to next year!

With that, here are some pictures from a very pleasant belated Christmas gathering in Danville:

2 January 2010

tickets and close calls

Filed under: infographic, self — lewis @ 7:01 pm
tickets and close calls

Don’t worry everyone.  I have made an infographic depicting all the counties in the United States in which either Laurie or I have been issued a traffic ticket or pulled over.  Red for moving violation, blue for parking ticket, yellow for being pulled over with no ticket issued.  I feel certain that you have all been curious about this.  This is to be the first in a series of infographics that Laurie and I will make, and if we make as many as we plan to, we’ll give infographics their own division of our webspace here, for your continued enjoyment.  Thank you, and God bless.

4 September 2009

stars etc.

Filed under: stars — Tags: — lewis @ 11:55 pm

Tonight the moon was full, and it was too bright to view through a telescope.  We got the moon right in the middle of the view, but it was so bright it made our eyes ache.  You could see it projected brightly onto the other person’s eye when they were looking.  Not a good night to look at the moon.

So we pointed the telescope at other objects in the night sky.  We looked at Jupiter again and its four visible moons.  They change configuration every night.  We looked at Arcturus setting in the west, and some other stars in the southwest.  I haven’t learned too many star names yet.

One name that I have learned is Vega.  I spent a good long time looking at Vega.  It was almost directly overhead, so the telescope was oriented such that I could sit comfortably on the ground.  I had pointed my telescope at a few different stars whose names I did not know, but when I got to Vega my attention was fixed.  Its light is particularly beautiful.  It is a clear, crystalline, watery light.  Lots of bright blue and purple.  I’m sure I’ll get to know lots of stars as I spend more time with this telescope but it’s going to be difficult to find one more beautiful than Vega.

7 June 2009

Filed under: learning, linguistics, music, nature, self — Tags: — lewis @ 9:37 pm

I know I will never understand language
I know I will never understand music
I know I will never understand birdsong
I can’t help thinking
It’s still worth listening

15 March 2009

every thousand years

Filed under: friends, gatherings, learning, self — Tags: , — lewis @ 11:10 pm

Momentous day — the wedding of one Mr. Shapiro brought out the dancing, singing, and general merriment of all present.  Failed game of rock paper scissors bunny carrots to be taken up later.  Jokes told.  Grassy hill sled upon.  All around an historic and joyous occasion.

Once home the day returned largely to normal.  A bit of gardening done and more work done on the pile of writing to be completed by end of week.  The end is not yet in sight, though the first paper is shaping up quite nicely.

At wedding sat next to some people that looked vaguely familiar — lo, we had a high school class together.  They remembered the epiphany box!  That was a job well done.  Of all the things I have created thus far in the PhD program, will any have the memorious longevity of the epiphany box?

Clearly was meant to be situationist artist.

Bed time.

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