Lax me
Oh blog. I’m not doing a very good job with writing in you lately. It feels like my time is all busy doing nothing, and trying not to stress out about getting anything done. Of course, I’m getting all kinds of work done, but blogging has apparently fallen by the wayside.
Some important stuff has happened lately. Yesterday Mom had to put Socks to sleep. She called me all in tears, and it was really sad. I’m feeling a little bummed, but on the other hand a little relieved that she doesn’t have any suffering left. She wasn’t doing too hot when we saw her last month, and she’s been sort of touch-and-go for what feels like the last year. It was harder seeing her fading out than letting her go. It sure is strange to think she’s gone though – she was 16 years old. I got her in 4th grade, I think, and it seems like she’s always been there. Silly as it is, there are a few things from my childhood I feel a really deep connection with, some part of my spiritual formation I guess, and Socks was definitely a part of that. Seems like she always knew what I was thinking. Sigh. Anyway. She was a good cat, and a great friend, and I wish her well.
Not much else has been going on. The usual school schedule – getting up early, hitting up class, reading, reading, reading, sinking into my post-reading daze and getting nothing else done. We’re doing a decent job of eating this week, as I managed to actually plan ahead of time and hit up the Co-op for proper ingredients. Made jerk chicken today, from one of our favorite recipes. Lewis grilled it outside, as it’s been super hot here lately. So good! Weather seems to be turning tonight – it’s supposed to be something like 20 degrees cooler tomorrow, which is great. I wasn’t ready for our near-100s weather yet!